August 2010
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Wow.
3 months gone so fast. A summer waisted to 90% of time spent at home. The other 10% leaving my mind unsettled upon certain matters. But as the dust settles and we see whats left. I’m left with summer reading in need of attention. A xbox 360, Taekwondo, and myself. Days spent this summer from Christians house to Great America. Spent with friends. My best friend. Damn we take things for...
Aug 14th
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July 2010
2 posts
Wow.
I just typed up a long rant about how my life sucks. But now I’m happy. My life is average. And I’m happy. Wow. I feel. Great. Haha. I can just sit here and laugh at life. I’m sitting here laughing. Life its self sucks. Its odd to think that ones life sucks. But its not your life. Its life in general.I can’t change everything. But I can do my best. I can live my life...
Jul 8th
Oh my...
I’m sitting here thinking on life, pondering those in which I’ve lost and that I’ve yet to meet. Such things in which my mind slowly rolls over. Contemplating such. I’ve changed over the years. I don’t know, but we all change. I think of sophmore year. I think of my friends. I sit here wish for a thousand things. I’m sitting here typing listening to the music...
Jul 8th
February 2010
1 post
Shit...
I miss her.
Feb 2nd
December 2009
4 posts
Book?
Gah. Wired. Thinking of writing. Book? Gah noooot gana happan. Too lazy. And the xbox will just drag me away. Soz I will write just now. While I’m too lazy and sick of xbox for the time being. “Fuck!” I yelled at the top of my lungs. My eyes stung. My nostrils burned. My face was burning. I began to scream at the top of my lungs. Fuck the NSU. Fuck the gas. Fuck her. Fuck...
Dec 28th
Aww shiets
What the fragmentation grenade to the left heel and rib cage. Man. Its 1:30. Can’t sleep. Winterbreak. Pretty much lost contact to everyone. All but two people. Xbox Live people. Guh. Reading some people’s tumblrs. Why is winter break sad? I’m having a okay time. Video games mostly. Gah so nerdy.  Long time since i played xbox. So i went into a straight video game coma. in bed...
Dec 28th
Dec 16th
Perperperperperpewtf?
Well then. Haven’t posted in a long while. Hmm. Well lets think. Chistmas break is coming up. My brother is coming home from training for Christmas. I missed him. I mean I don’t talk to him that much or really at all, but with him gone things are really different. No more music palying al through the night, playing me to sleep. No more random happenings of him taking the control from...
Dec 10th
November 2009
43 posts
Eep.
We’ll Log time no Post. Haha. Well zen lets get to the point. I’ve been reading post and stuff. People are really depressed. Let it be weight of friendship. Hell people now adays are getting so caught up in the bad things. Maybe they don’t want to, and I bet people are going to say “Its what people thing, Its not like they want to think about that, but they do.” Well...
Nov 17th
Oh wow
lastwordslost: Fuck tumblr. If sitting around all day moaning and complaing about LOVE OMG CUTE QUOTE REBLOG PLZ KTHX LOL MY TUMBULARITY IS 999999 DICKS LOL ROFL PENIS DUDE DIS NIGGA IS SO CYUUUUTE WHY DOESN’T ANYBODY LUUUURVE ME WAAAAH LOVE IS LIKE A BUTTERFLY FLOATING IN THE WIND AND IM A MONSTER SEX MACHINE THAT WILL INSERT MY GIAGANTIC PEN0R IN UR VAGOO! is what this shit is about, then...
Nov 14th
Nov 12th
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Gargle. YouTube.
Blah. Haven’t posted anything in a long while. Soz I was thinkings. I saw Kim’s video on ze Pandemic. I thought. OOO That sound fun. Starting a Youtube thing. Maybe its stupid. But I really have a whole lot of time on my hands. Grr. Hmm Nor sure what I’m going to do for videos. Soz. If any one has any ideas. Reblog and give me some input. RATE AND SUBSCRIBE TO KIM’S...
Nov 12th
Morning.
Good morning. Guh my breath smells like shit. Take to take a shower.
Nov 10th
:D
Sitting here. Bored. Computer is being an asshole. If I could. I’d punch it in the nuts. Hard.
Nov 9th
America.
Another tihng that is eating at me, is when people say that America is stupid. Maybe it makes sence. But many of the people that say this crap are Americans. I hate it that I’m one of the only people that say the pledge in the morning. I say the words. I love America. I love being free. I especialy hate Hippies. Not all of them. But the ones that say Oh dude I hate America. The government...
Nov 7th
Better.
I feel better now. I am now just tired. Poop. I sit here. I’ve been thinkin. I haven’t showed my parents how much I love them. I need to be sure I don’t take them for granted. I have many friends that parents have been divorced or lost. I am lucky. One friend of mine had lost his dad. I pray for him and his dad ever night ever since, I found out and it sunk in. I actually use his...
Nov 7th
Nov 7th
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How the f-?
Fuck. I am bored. I am anrgy for some non-existant reason. Something is just bugging me. I have no clue though. FDJSAFNAUF. I hate this feeling. gAHSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING
Nov 7th
Great Day
i had a awesome day. thats all u shud no.
Nov 7th
“Try not to become a man of success but rather to become a man of value.”
– Albert Einstein (QOTD)
Nov 7th
XC
:( Well. Cross Counry season is over. Man Theres going to be no more seniors.
Nov 6th
Nov 6th
The 5th of November
Remember remember the 5th of November, the gun powder treason and plot. I think of no reason why the Gun powder treason, should ever be forgot. Haha. The 5th of November. Guy Fawkes. Yeah.
Nov 5th
“Its funny how on the block niggas will kill you at last, but never raise their...”
– Immortal Technique - Caught In A Hustle Lyrics
Nov 5th
*Sigh*
Well. Home now. Just chillin. By “Chillin” I mean layin back and listening to music. Yes. Its relaxing. Just my time to think about what needs to be thought of. Hehe. Im go do some sit ups in a bit. My stomach is getting flat again. :( I know i sound stupid but I haven’t done anything in the pat few days. So… That means now I need to make up that lost time. I’m...
Nov 5th
Cross Country.
Haha. Had fun today. The cross country team and I went to Fresh Choice all together. Was really enjoyable.
Nov 5th
I woke up.
I woke up. I woke uo tired. Its, so happy. I haven’t done that in days.
Nov 4th
I can sleep peacefuly now.
(^~^)
Nov 4th
“This origami dream is beautiful but man those wings will never never leave the...”
– Aesop Rock -Daylight
Nov 4th
“I never knew what i had, until it was gone.”
Nov 4th
:’)
Nov 4th
-o-kimmmmchi: rsmartin: She just texted me. I just shed a tear. AWWWW ;[ is it chesca? Yes.
Nov 4th
She just texted me. I just shed a tear.
Nov 4th
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6 o clock sharp every morning. I haven’t been feeling anything when i wake up. No emotion. No anger at my fucking alarm or my barking dog. Nothing. just bland, Oh I’m awake. Thats it. Its stupid. But its painful. I was alaway the happy one. But its different not feeling joy nor sorrow as the sun shines in the morning. I feel stsupid. Days are going by really slow.
Nov 4th
Guh.
I bet it hurts you more than me. Maybe I should’ve been more considerate, and maybe I shouldn’t have said anything. Hell. Fucking A. Not maybe. I should have been more caring. I was just thinking on myself. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for being such a fucking idiot. I wish I could talk to you in person. I’m scared.I’m ashamed. Not of you. No. Its my fault. I’m...
Nov 4th
“If you love somethin let them go, if they come back they were always yours, if...”
–  Francisco (QOTD)
Nov 4th
Nov 3rd
“If you care enough, Then you can show it, even by something as small as talking...”
–  Me 11-2-09
Nov 3rd
Tumblarity!
HAHA!!! Tumlarity is at an all time high of Nine! 13! FOOK YEAH!!
Nov 3rd
Tumblarity?
HAHA!!! TUmblraity is at an all time high of 9! FOOK YEAH!!
Nov 3rd
my tumblarity
irened: was at around 300 just last week and now its at 103. aw. lol. ok, whatever. OH WELL EXCUUUUUSEE MEEE MS POPULARITY!!! SUCK ON THIS! 9! YEaH WHAT HUH? 9 SUCKA. lol
Nov 3rd
“OH! MODERN WAREFARE 2!!! ITS COMING OUT! OH IM JIZZING OVER IT. Whats the hype?...”
–  Me 11-2-09
Nov 3rd
Fook
Lawl. Fooker. Ima pucnh your ass in the ear tomorow. IN THE EAR, And I’m going to fuck it all up. Haha. I need to think outloud. I’ll lose my chain of thought. ADD? Perhaps. Or just one of my things. Hmm. You got me thinking though. Pet Peeves. Haha Pet Pervs. We zen. Well don’t know anymore. Hmm. I’m just going to rant i guess in this.  Guh. Damn. Man. I’m still...
Nov 3rd
“There’s only one truth about war: people die.”
– - Sheridan (Quote of the Day)
Nov 3rd
Fuck...
Guh. Longest monday ever. If laughter is the best medicine, then i think i need to up my dosage. Today was slow. And sad. Guh. Its hard to not make eye contact with someone who takes up more than half of your conversations a day. Slow. Time heals all. Well maybe it numbs things. Maybe. But if time heals all, then this is going to be the longest time waiting for it to sow it back up. I’m...
Nov 3rd
Nov 2nd
“No bastard ever won a war by dying for his country. He won it by making the...”
–  General George Patton Jr
Nov 2nd
“If you believe you don’t deserve me, Then maybe you don’t.”
–  Me 11-1-09
Nov 2nd
2 years.
I’ll be back in 2 year, He said as he walked off in to the night. 2 years, I thought. Fuck! That mother fucker! Oh, I’ll come and help you all in 2 years. My ass. That bastard could’ve done something here and now! He fooled all of us. We put our time and attention to help him and get him back to health, and all he does in return is 2 FUCKING YEARS? That sly snake. Oh. Yes...
Nov 1st
Nov 1st