Perperperperperpewtf?
Well then. Haven’t posted in a long while. Hmm. Well lets think. Chistmas break is coming up. My brother is coming home from training for Christmas. I missed him. I mean I don’t talk to him that much or really at all, but with him gone things are really different. No more music palying al through the night, playing me to sleep. No more random happenings of him taking the control from me while I’m playing, only to get a super long kills streak, I guess that shows me how much I need to work on my gaming. No more running up stairs after dinner as im still eating with no shirt and flexing showing every single muscle in his body. No more random invites to go the beach with him and Ate Sandra (his GF and totally awesome!) Guh. Its just shows me how much I need him. Not just the fact that he sometime is a total dick, but he puts me in place and gives me a perspective I cna spend time and think about. I miss him being there. Just at any time. Or at night when I cant sleep, and I listen closesly and hear the lyrics of a long line of Michael Jackson songs. Or when I am afraid. I just think. Hmm if there are zombies or anything not wanted in the house. I could just call my brother up and he would beat the F*$3 out of it. Just knowing that there is someone there in the house to keep you safe. He isn’t and never was very religeous to my recollection, but I pray for him. I pray for the people who need it. For friends and family who have lost someone or gone through some life changing experience. We can’t fix everything. He calls me sometimes when he can. Usualy I’m the last person that he calls. I don’t mind. From Ate Sandra to my sister, Mom, Dad, and all others who played larger parts in his life. I don’t know. I miss him and my sister. I just called my sister just now. Just to say hi and see how she’s doing. I can’t wait to see my brother and sister and everyone. Weare going to go paintball whenhe gets back. I plan to get some welts. I want something to show for. Haha. Well peace out then!
